“D on’t you think we should get in touch with Daddy?”

I am stunned mid-stair and my expression through the banister bars scares Rafi on the landing.

“Oh Naomi I didn’t mean to shock you it’s just I miss him sometimes ” he says a touch wistful “and you know now that we have his address now that it’s our choice to get in touch…”

I sit down on the stairs and shake my head.