Flares in the Night

Many of you know my story — it was all over the press in October. But I’d like to tell the story that wasn’t reported, the tale of my inner horizon. The nuances shift and change with the months, but the story line is ever-present, and I’d like to share it with you.

Flares    in    the    Night

First the story you might know. In October my husband Gershon and I went away for Shabbos to celebrate his 40th birthday. We booked a hotel room with an incredible sea view and we arrived to find a cake waiting and champagne on ice. Forty is a big milestone and we were doing a life review together.

I’ve never ever seen Gershon so happy so fulfilled and so proud of himself. I said to him “You know you’re 40. You just finished a life. Forty is a life. It’s a beginning and an end of something… and this is it! You just finished a life.” He gave me this incredible smile and agreed.

We decided to go down to the beach and headed to an isolated spot. I sat on the sand and Gershon dived into the waves. Twenty minutes later he was pulled out of the sea close to death.

When an author writes a book he uses foreshadowing. So as I walk the pages of my life now I see Hashem’s — the Author of my life — foreshadowing. Introducing me to the next pages as I go along.

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