When I was learning, I was a star. But when I got into a bad rut, not only was I into bad stuff, I’d bring other guys down with me
It was six o’clock in the morning and I was sitting in my parked car waiting to go to work. The grocery store where I worked opened early but not this early. Most of the city was still asleep even though they had probably turned in for the night earlier than I had. These days with all the stuff I was using I couldn’t sleep more than two or three hours a night.
Maybe I should drive back home and try to sleep I thought. Nah then it’ll be too hard to get up.
Maybe I should just light up and get high.
That I certainly did not want to do. Just yesterday I had lit up early in the morning and passed out. I woke up feeling like garbage came late to work and felt horrible the whole day. I’m not going to make that mistake again. Today I will NOT smoke.
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