There’s another difference, too: Today, I’ve decided, I’m going to enjoy myself

It’s just one day later, but I know better this time.
Lani offers to do my makeup again. I think of Mindy, of the way a star would behave, and I turn her down.
“I’ll get it done in school.”
My voice is hoarse, but slightly stronger. Good enough for the play. As for the choir… well, I’ve become an expert at mouthing the words.
Lani gives me a hug. “Good luck tonight, Reens. You’re fabulous.”
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