I

woke up in the pale light feeling disoriented. What had woken me? Something important was happening.

“Avi?”

Wait maybe I was overreacting. I took a deep breath tried to calm down.

Help I couldn’t breathe deeply. My pulse raced.

“Avi!”

The years between my last pregnancy and my new pregnancy vanished. I was suddenly in the same place same situation waking up and something was wrong. Only this time I knew what it was.