WELLBEING → MUSINGS Issue 812 · May 27, 2020

My Inner Critic

My critic knows me and pushes me. To do more, to be more, but also to doubt and loathe myself

My Inner Critic

“Use my name.”

I raised an eyebrow at him.

“D-u-d-i,” he spelled it out for me.

We were eating at a friend’s house and their shanah rishonah couple was there too. I’ve met their new son-in-law a few times, and he never fails to make me laugh — and cringe.

“Someone should write an article about me. I’m an interesting guy and I do a lot of good in the world.”

While I snorted into my vegetable soup, I was also impressed by his brash, straightforward nature. What you see is what you get. He wasn’t couching his words in niceties or false humility. No, he’s a 20-something-year-old kid who thinks it would be cool to have an article written about him, and he said so.

“I’m a diagnosed narcissist,” he said a little later in the conversation.

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