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For Nissim Black, the rap artist and inspirational speaker who has devoted the past decade teaching people about emunah and Hashem’s unconditional love, battling COVID-19 was a learning experience on the most fundamental level. He says it clarified something he’s been struggling with from the time he converted to Judaism in 2013.

“From the time I began studying about Judaism, I’d been trying to come to terms with how to integrate my music with my spiritual aspirations,” says the now-Breslover chassid who’s created his own style of “Jewish rap.” “I think it all clicked after my experience with coronavirus. When I was lying there, unsure if I’d get out alive, I told Hashem, ‘If I’m outta here, the whole world’s gonna know Your Name!’”

“Don’t Open the Door”

Nissim’s COVID-19 journey, which didn’t escape the media, spanned the Three Weeks, starting on the day before 17 Tammuz and ending on Tishah B’Av, when he and his family were officially allowed to exit isolation.

“When I started feeling feverish and achy on Wednesday, I had a feeling it might be coronavirus, so I took Tylenol for two days straight. By Friday I was feeling fine and the fever was gone. I figured I’d stay at home for a week in quarantine, and then get tested,” Nissim relays. “But late Friday afternoon as I started davening Minchah, all of a sudden I started to feel this crazy pressure all over my body, as if I were being squeezed from all sides. I felt dizzy, and I lost my focus and concentration — it was terrifying. I still tried to push myself to daven, but felt myself getting weaker and weaker. I woke up on Shabbos morning with the pressure again, and told my wife that I needed Hatzolah. They showed up with all their protective gear and took me straight to Shaare Zedek Medical Center in Yerushalayim.”